Learning and Growing

I am so excited! My CP said that she could really tell how much I have grown as a writer after reviewing the first two chapters of my newest WIP Wolfe Investigations, Inc. I can see it too, but it really means so much when you hear it from someone else. Truth be told I have been feeling down the past couple of weeks. Not sure why, only know that I feel completely exhausted, exhilirated, mind-shagged and feel like there is not enough time in my day for all that I am supposed to do and be. I know I should be happy as a clam, but daily worries seem to pile up and take their tole on me. I wish I could just get a day to myself. No kids, no husband, no cleaning calling my name, no phone calls or interruptions. Just me! Maybe even no writing or thinking about writing. Just a day to relax and just be. But that isn't going to happen. School's almost out (what am I gonna do with the kids for the summer), work is boring me to tears(should just hang on for one more year until we move), thoughts of moving away from my mom(even if it is only an hour and half away), trying to keep a clean house, two kids, one husband, two ferrets, and two dogs happy while working in time for myself to find the same happiness. But I'm growing and all these life lessons are good for me to. So I'll just take it in stride and hope to get out of my funk soon.